I want to start this out by saying that today was the most awkward day I've had in a long time. Too many of my friends read my LJs, so I'm posting on here instead. Not that they'll be mad about what I'm saying, because they won't. It's just that they all have differnet opinions...
Let's discuss today, shall we?
It started out peachy keen, you know? Like any other day would have. Bible class was first, and it was fun. But that's where it all started, too.
Then there's a secondary issue.
Basically, I can't tell you anything, so I don't even know why I'm writing this. I just feel like complaining, I think. Our group is just falling apart, in a way. It's fixable, but I don't know if I want to find the glue.
Today, some kid said, "Even the smart kids want it!" He was referring to Nicole and moi. The unbelievably stupid part is that we were talking about if we wanted the lights on or off. We voted for the lights off, and so did he. What does being smart have to do with anything? Is that how I'll be remembered? The "smart kid," when I'm really not that smart at all?
I know why they think it, though. I'm quiet, and I wear glasses. Both things aren't fixable. Being louder is an option, but I always feel like I'm screaming. Getting contacts could work, but I've already tried and I can't get them in.
People are so stupid. They don't even think for themselves.
But I don't hate them, and I guess it's a sin to call them stupid.
The stupid thing is that I don't take back what I said about them being stupid.
We had an Awards Chapel. I got on the Honor Roll... again. Nicole got on High Honors... again.
Michael will be back tomorrow.
Chuck and Shannon are here. It's Chuck's 27th birthday today.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
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